well, you know how my birthday was going to be one relaxing day? well, lets just say that plan went the way of most best-made plans and that day began a rollercoaster set of events that have kept me away from my newly created blog ever since.
through an amazing set of co-incidences that day i acquired a new dog that day. poor old dog, no-one wanted him or was very nice to him and had labelled him trouble. a bit like me i suppose!! all he needed was lots of love and exercise and now he's just the best dog in the world. i never really 'got' the dog-love thing (ive not been a dog owner before) but oh boy, i'm so bowled over with him it's untrue. he's a lovely big hairy lively thing and i'm trying to train him to be the best dog ever. ive always loved the countryside but lacked to motivation to go on my own and even with mr s we didnt get out that much really.
now ive no choice and come rain or shine you will see me and s (s the dog, not mr s, who is quite lazy really) plodding round the neighbourhood or hot-footing it across the fields and through the woods. i feel ten years younger (apart from the cold ive managed to acquire). in the meantime i got offerd a lovely new job that im loving and they love me, so my life is now filled all around with love. bliss. and for the first time in years ive got five whole days off work for the bank holiday - i never got time off before cos if i wasnt working for myself as a lap dancer id be working cash in hand at the chippy so never could afford it.
oh the things that ive missed out on eh? i always convinced myself i wasnt a nine to five sort of person but when your life has been one big lot of madness for the past god knows how long then surprisingly, im finding it a big really big relief.
shame mr s cant give up the drugs though hes ben smoking it in the kitchen i can smel it its horrible so im feeling quite angry now so im going to have a shower and go to asda or something before i start an argument.
happy easter xx
